Monday, July 25, 2011
The month is almost over so let me think hard about this. So lets see, my one goal is to continue to lose weight. I have been doing weight watchers since January and I have currently lose 36.4 pounds! Yay! So it would be nice to see 40 gone by the end of the month, but with just one week left I probably will be pushing it. Another goal I had was to host my Scentsy Open House which happened this past Saturday! Thank you to everyone who came and a big thank you to Heather for helping me with the dips and setting up! I couldn't of done it without you! I guess another goal was to start my workouts steady again. I missed alot in June, so I wanted to work on making more progress. I have been doing it even though its hard!
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Miss Hailey Marie
She is my life. She makes me want to be a better person so that I will always be in her life. Currently she says she is my best friend, and I hope it always stays that way. She is funny, sweet, and just plain silly. She is my little rock when I am sad. She offers me hugs and kisses, and smiles. We always know how to have a good time together! I don't know what I would ever do without her. She's my mini me!
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Friday, July 22, 2011
Thursday, July 21, 2011
I would have to say obsessing is a habit I wish I didn't have. I won't go to far into detail about the things I obsess about, but let's just say they preoccupy my mind constantly. I obsess about people a lot, and what they think about me or if I have upset them. I obsess about being a perfectionist at things. I obsess about planning, I am not a very good "just go with it" person. Obsession causes anxiety and anxiety runs my life. If I could just learn to relax and care just a little less, then I would be in such a better place. Until them, it's something I wish I didn't have.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
"Wish Upon A Shooting Star"
I choose this as a blog name because I love stars. Most of my screen names or blog titles have something to do with stars. I love the saying "Shoot for the moon, and even if you miss you will land among the stars". I plan on making that a tattoo soon. I also have alot of soul searching to do, I am still struggling with finding myself. So while I figure everything out, I am going to keep wishing upon the shooting stars for the answers I need to the many of questions I have.
Monday, July 18, 2011
A feeling of disappointment or distress about something that one wishes could be different.
I have always heard that you should never have regrets, always think of them as lessons learned. For the most part I understand this and I view decisions and past mistakes as lessons learned. But what if these mistakes stay with you? What if they are all you can think of? They aren't easily fixed and there is no solution for them? Don't you think that is something that is more then a lesson learned?
Is it wrong to feel regret? I know everything happens for a reason, but what if this had never of happened? I stop and think about if things were different. I see some of my best friends fade out of exisitance. I see some of the people I love the most disapear. So am I wrong to regret some of the choices I have made?
I feel stuck and lost about a lot of things. I have been pushing on and pretending not to let things bother me, but is this how I want to live? I wish my brain could just turn off for a day, so I can just relax instead of trying to place every piece of the puzzle of life into a perfect picture. Just one day of rest and silence...........but then again, even that won't solve the way I feel.
1. My favorite colors are pink and lime green!
2. I am in love with stars
3. I am not a big candy fan, but sweets like brownies and cookies grab my attention.
4. I have a beautiful daughter named Hailey, who is one of my best friends!
5. I love shoes, clothes, belts, and purses.
6. I have a Jeep Rubicon that I love. It has MBRP exhaust, a terraflex budget boost (2.75 inches), 17" flat black wheels, 35" Pro Comp tires, and a tuner to help offset the difference from the tires.
7. I love trucks and cars, not to mention I know alot about them (as you can see above)
8. I love piercings and tattoos. I have 4 tattoos and have 13 piercings.
9. I love Tinkerbell and Hello Kity
10. I love going to truck shows, especially when they are out of state.
11. I like school, and graduated pretty far up in my class.
12. I have a handful of the bestest friends you can ask for.
13. I love makeup and wild colors, and I am actually pretty good at doing it. I would love to be a makeup artist
14. I want to be a psychologist and help people. I want to work with eating disorders the most.
15. I played field hockey in school and really want to play again this fall
So I have watched as Heather has done this every day for the last 30 days. So my goal is to do this one for the next 30 days! lol let's hope I can stick with it!
Day 02- The meaning behind your Blog name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Your favorite song.