October Weightloss Update and some goals!

 

So I have been really struggling with myself and my weight. I'm stuck in this terrible cycle and I am truly trying to break it. I have really stepped up my tracking and my exercise and though I keep falling off the wagon I have been getting right back up.

This past weekend a picture was taken with me in it and really made me break down. I literally had to pull over on the side of the road to hide it from my Facebook timeline. It made for a very lonnnnnnnng ride home with me thinking.

I'm not down any weight in October, but I am down a couple of inches around my waist and hips. I was pretty excited about that. I am hoping that when Nov. is over with, I will have more progress to report. I have a goal for Christmas eve and even though I seem to not be making that goal, I am going to continue to work on it.

I've been thinking about some different things I could do to keep me motivated and focused. There have been different things I have wanted lately that I have been adding to a list that one day I would like to get. It would be an awesome incentive if I could earn them. Then maybe I wouldn't feel so guilty about getting them.

So here are some things I have on my "want" list.

*The famous polar watch! I LOVE my Fitbit and wear it non stop. It's been great on my walks and to motivate me to keep moving during the day. Now that I have been working out more, it would be great to have a better reading on my calories burned and also where my heart rate is!*

 

*How cute are these shoes?! I have been eyeing them for months!*




 * I desperately want to try the T25, and have also head awesome things about Turbo Jam!*




*New work out clothes, especially a sports bra, since I don't really have any clothes to work out in*

And I would like to find a nice water bottle. I do drink a ton of water a day so it would be nice to have a refillable bottle that wouldn't leak on me!

So there you have it! In no particular order! These are all things I really would like to have and hope to own! Hopefully just putting my thoughts into words I can read will help me get off my butt and keep going so maybe I can buy some of these things!